Archive for the ‘me’ Category

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I miss the fire in my eyes

That brightened up my life in the dark

I miss the silence in me

That I held in my days when I was different

I miss the world 

I had seen through my eyes ,the real world

that gifted me no cheers but pain! 

 

 

Ok guys,now this poem  is to let you all know that I am alive 😀

I could  make out only a single post for the last month !! as the month was nt like anyother month…with a  great opening to the year with the final practical exams !! 

And then got into volunteering beacause of Mata Amritandamayi’s visit at Brahmasthanam temple in my town. 

And right after this  went for a two day trip to Wayand with my family

olddd-172That was one beautiful scene down the hill 

olddd-090  olddd-163Soochipara water falls ! 

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At thirunelli Temple…the place is beautiful with coool breeze n fresh air

And then back to the school I was enlightened with the news of final exams of 11 th!! from 16 th Feb ( 2 days after V-day ! Sad 😦  

And with a dozen test papers n seminars !!!!!!

Ok ! now I have made one post for this romantic month 😀

Wishing you all a great Valentines Day filled with lots of surprises ! ( wish me good luck for exams back  :mrgreen:  

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Story of a rose!

She woke up into one fine morning

The cool breeze dancing around

Stepped her out into her garden

Her eyes struck upon the loveliest rose,

she ever had in her garden

The pretty red rose gave her the sweetest smile

and a single thought that seems to hover in her world

Conquering her mind,actions,words,and everything 

A single thought that whispered her of only person

 

Ha! now that is a poem, oh no that was a short story I had scribbled months before without an end to the story  😀

Now I think it is better to it read out as a poem than a story  😛

what do you think..story or a poem ?

The Kissing Disease & Me

I have been suffering from the kissing diseaseBlowing Kisses(Infectious mononucleosis) for the past 2 weeks.Oh no! dont look at me like that I havent even given my first kiss away yet 😀  .The  disease made me live under my blanket for 2 daysSickly and other than that it rescued me from my chemsitry exam  🙂

This infection has an incubation period of 8 weeks , nearly 2 months.So the virus must have got inside me during days of youth festival which was 2 months back . Btw  The youth fest was great fun! I enjoyed both on stage n off stage; stage decoration,@announcement desk ,in the midst of offstage perfomances n even at green room 😀 . No matter what deadly virus have got inside me during those days ! 😛  …

Now  Im under rest   and one big problem  is that i cant concentrate on a single thing! ! !,cant read or write properly  Teary.. now that is a good excuse during school days to bunk the class but if it happens during vacation and when ur back to blogging,  it pains  😦

Tag -O -Tag

This is What I do when Vimal tag me ! 

What do you do when..

—You see a man making a pass (trying to woo / flirt / impress) on a woman you like?

hahaha ….let him impress the woman ..i dont mind !! :mrgreen:

–Some one you like, is not attracted to you?

What should i do… I have no idea !! Pouty     

–You are attracted to some one, but both of you are in two different cities?

hmmm…Will get the daily morining bus to the other  city  :d  …if im jobless! 

–You are reading a book, and your best friend wants to borrow it and can’t wait for you to finish reading, ‘coz he/she has been looking for it for all their life?

I will surely give it to her /him ..  Im used to giving up my fav things being the elder sister .

–You help plan his / her career, and then, they go on to achieve it, leaving you behind, alone.

i dont know how to answer this ! 

 

My question – What do you do when your brother bought a packet of Lays  and shared it with everyone and you got the least of all ?

Do the pending tags as  Im doing now !  :d   

Everyone else has done this tag already n even the creator Aparna .so im breaking the Rules again 

 

The famous  Love Tag …..      Heart Eyes

Tagged by Harsha 

1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

Give him a  Slap and kick him out of my heart  :d    

2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

i have no Idea! 

3 Will you fall in love with your best friend?

Yes ! 

4 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Obviously being loved by someone ….loving someone is very common :mrgreen:

 5 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Till he hates me :d 

6 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

I secretly attach myself to another guy 😛

7 If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?

An actor! 

8 What’s your fear? Scared 2

12 th CBSE board exam !!! 😛

9 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Harsha – what to say about him! A very good hearted person :d 

 

10  What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?

Open my eyes 😛

11 Would you give all in a relationship?

 

anything except  self respect. 🙂

12 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

oh man….Its serioulsy tough for  a 16 year old girl to do this tag ! 😛

13 Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that special someone has done?  

Yeah

14 What takes you down the fastest?

Ur tears !  😀

15 If you get to go back in time and fall in love all over again, would it still be with the same person?

Yes ! LOL  

16 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Single and rich !

Childhood

Lost are those days,

when each dawn had a new friend  for me

Chirrupings of those birds delighted me

Winking of flowers made me laugh

Hands were only for hugs

Lips chanted only ‘mother’

Loneliness made me play

Bees recited poems

longings made me walk

Lost….

but not forever

Days live, Friends live,birds live….

so do the child in me 😛

What Happened Yesterday ?

njan chodikukayannu innale enthu sambhavichu????? ( the same title in malayalam) 

OK! let me start with 12 at midnight .

It was raining so hard yesterday night n there was thunder ;lightning .The moment my mother saw a glimpse of lightning somewhere , she rushed to my room as I m the only one who sleeps alone with windows and door wide open(sshhh) in a room that is nearby the house that was robbed thrice :mr green: 

Mother : Cant u see its lightning ..come n sleep with me or with grandma .

Me: who do you think is afraid of lightning is that me or you ?

Mother : Ok! Atleast let me keep a coil in here(its usual that current cuts off the moment it starts lightning, n then itz mosquitoes time to party 😀 )

Me: Pls dont!! I hate the smell

She left then,

I hid myself from in my blanket with pillows over my head . For a moment i thought, just one strike of that lightning ! No physics exam tomorrow 😀 ! Bless me O lord! ……..

At 4 : 45 in the morning ,the cell phone started singing the dirtiest song, the alarm song !! 😛 ( well my telephone rang  while typing these 😆 ) …  Hmm…stopped the song n slept with the phone again

Its just 4:45 ….hmm..will get up at 5 ..ok then i opened my eyes at 5 :15…thought for a moment , i have to complete 2 more chapters in 4 hours!Hurry Up

Ok..will wake up then. I stretched my hands n then legs ..n then I heard the voice of something crashing on to the floor! Remember ! my phone was on my bed!  :mrgreen:

Then at 9:30 ( Exam Hall) 😛

Teacher handed over the paper .Pretty good one better than we had thought ( hmm my friend asked me hwz my physics exam while typing these 😀 )

 

Manikandan Nandan: haiiiiiiiiiiiii

Manikandan Nandan: physics engane undayerunnu?

Ms REKHA ROY: nanayirunnu bt will lose 10 marks 

Manikandan Nandan: onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????

Manikandan Nandan: sathanameeeeeeeeeeee

Manikandan Nandan: neenanavillaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ok then comes the story! Since morning my mind had been whispering something to me…here it is..

Mind :U will see ur friend today also… you will see him, girl ..

Me: No , i wont! The other two days ,u said the same .. I agree. n its true 

Me :I saw  him at somepoint of time , in those days. ..n that was mere coincidence.It wont happen again. I bet I wont see him today !

Mind : U will..U will

Me: ok Lets see! who wins ..hmm

 

I know the guy returns( the friend about whom my mind was speaking ) back home at 4: 30 , may be this way or the other way.Waited to see him, till 5 ,  I didnt see him ! yeah ! I won! Wakka Wakka

I opened my books then at 5 :15…. 🙂

then came out of the house at 6 pm for a walk through the way infront of my house

and there goes the guy with his widest smile !!  ShockedScared 1

Shit ! shit! the bloody****

why lord ! why this to me! why do u say all these to me, why in the hell did that happen again!

 

 

Hey Wake up!!!!!! to all those who reached till here!! 🙂 🙂 

 

 

Hi :)

hehehe…i don’t know what to write about , a lot of things are going around me now , a load of fun n a load of crap ! Exams are gonna hit me badly in the beginning of next month! n right now all the morning classes are just taking away my sleep 😦

See this part of my conversation with my friend , one moment when I felt, I have lot to learn in Malayalam language . 😥
I am extremely sorry to all my non- mallu readers 😀

10:34 PM
Friend : potti kaali
me: poda
rakshasa
chekuthane
Friend: yekshi paaru
me: poda makri
enikonum kitunilla 😦
Friend: ne poodi vaal maakri
me: ne poda

vanara
markada
Friend: chodalla yekshi
palli

me: poda prantha
Friend: karinkuranghe
me: hmm amme ivan enne karinkuranghe enu vilichu ! ! ! !
Friend: choriyan thavalle
ayyo
parayallettooooo
chadikyalleente chakara kuttiyalle
njyaan ee paranjyatonnum aamayodu parayalle

this is just  a part of the conversation between two immature specimens of human race !

And yeah its Raksha Bandhan Day! today! the sweetest of all moments today was when my buddy got his rakhi from his sisters , that came all the way from Andhra Pradesh to Kerala . He was even more lucky, that the principal herself tied the rakhi on his hands 😐