:)

I miss the fire in my eyes

That brightened up my life in the dark

I miss the silence in me

That I held in my days when I was different

I miss the world 

I had seen through my eyes ,the real world

that gifted me no cheers but pain! 

 

 

Ok guys,now this poem  is to let you all know that I am alive 😀

I could  make out only a single post for the last month !! as the month was nt like anyother month…with a  great opening to the year with the final practical exams !! 

And then got into volunteering beacause of Mata Amritandamayi’s visit at Brahmasthanam temple in my town. 

And right after this  went for a two day trip to Wayand with my family

That was one beautiful scene down the hill 

  Soochipara water falls ! 

At thirunelli Temple…the place is beautiful with coool breeze n fresh air

And then back to the school I was enlightened with the news of final exams of 11 th!! from 16 th Feb ( 2 days after V-day ! Sad 😦  

And with a dozen test papers n seminars !!!!!!

Ok ! now I have made one post for this romantic month 😀

Wishing you all a great Valentines Day filled with lots of surprises ! ( wish me good luck for exams back    

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Story of a rose!

She woke up into one fine morning

The cool breeze dancing around

Stepped her out into her garden

Her eyes struck upon the loveliest rose,

she ever had in her garden

The pretty red rose gave her the sweetest smile

and a single thought that seems to hover in her world

Conquering her mind,actions,words,and everything 

A single thought that whispered her of only person

 

Ha! now that is a poem, oh no that was a short story I had scribbled months before without an end to the story  😀

Now I think it is better to it read out as a poem than a story  😛

what do you think..story or a poem ?

The Kissing Disease & Me

I have been suffering from the kissing disease(Infectious mononucleosis) for the past 2 weeks.Oh no! dont look at me like that I havent even given my first kiss away yet 😀  .The  disease made me live under my blanket for 2 days and other than that it rescued me from my chemsitry exam  🙂

This infection has an incubation period of 8 weeks , nearly 2 months.So the virus must have got inside me during days of youth festival which was 2 months back . Btw  The youth fest was great fun! I enjoyed both on stage n off stage; stage decoration,@announcement desk ,in the midst of offstage perfomances n even at green room 😀 . No matter what deadly virus have got inside me during those days ! 😛  …

Now  Im under rest   and one big problem  is that i cant concentrate on a single thing! ! !,cant read or write properly  .. now that is a good excuse during school days to bunk the class but if it happens during vacation and when ur back to blogging,  it pains  😦

Tag -O -Tag

This is What I do when Vimal tag me ! 

What do you do when..

—You see a man making a pass (trying to woo / flirt / impress) on a woman you like?

hahaha ….let him impress the woman ..i dont mind !!

–Some one you like, is not attracted to you?

What should i do… I have no idea !!      

–You are attracted to some one, but both of you are in two different cities?

hmmm…Will get the daily morining bus to the other  city  :d  …if im jobless! 

–You are reading a book, and your best friend wants to borrow it and can’t wait for you to finish reading, ‘coz he/she has been looking for it for all their life?

I will surely give it to her /him ..  Im used to giving up my fav things being the elder sister .

–You help plan his / her career, and then, they go on to achieve it, leaving you behind, alone.

i dont know how to answer this ! 

 

My question – What do you do when your brother bought a packet of Lays  and shared it with everyone and you got the least of all ?

Do the pending tags as  Im doing now !  :d   

Everyone else has done this tag already n even the creator Aparna .so im breaking the Rules again 

 

The famous  Love Tag …..      

Tagged by Harsha 

1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

Give him a  Slap and kick him out of my heart  :d    

2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

i have no Idea! 

3 Will you fall in love with your best friend?

Yes ! 

4 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Obviously being loved by someone ….loving someone is very common

 5 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Till he hates me :d 

6 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

I secretly attach myself to another guy 😛

7 If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?

An actor! 

8 What’s your fear? 

12 th CBSE board exam !!! 😛

9 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Harsha – what to say about him! A very good hearted person :d 

 

10  What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?

Open my eyes 😛

11 Would you give all in a relationship?

 

anything except  self respect. 🙂

12 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

oh man….Its serioulsy tough for  a 16 year old girl to do this tag ! 😛

13 Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that special someone has done?  

Yeah

14 What takes you down the fastest?

Ur tears !  😀

15 If you get to go back in time and fall in love all over again, would it still be with the same person?

Yes ! LOL  

16 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Single and rich !

Childhood

Lost are those days,

when each dawn had a new friend  for me

Chirrupings of those birds delighted me

Winking of flowers made me laugh

Hands were only for hugs

Lips chanted only ‘mother’

Loneliness made me play

Bees recited poems

longings made me walk

Lost….

but not forever

Days live, Friends live,birds live….

so do the child in me 😛

What Happened Yesterday ?

njan chodikukayannu innale enthu sambhavichu????? ( the same title in malayalam) 

OK! let me start with 12 at midnight .

It was raining so hard yesterday night n there was thunder ;lightning .The moment my mother saw a glimpse of lightning somewhere , she rushed to my room as I m the only one who sleeps alone with windows and door wide open(sshhh) in a room that is nearby the house that was robbed thrice :mr green: 

Mother : Cant u see its lightning ..come n sleep with me or with grandma .

Me: who do you think is afraid of lightning is that me or you ?

Mother : Ok! Atleast let me keep a coil in here(its usual that current cuts off the moment it starts lightning, n then itz mosquitoes time to party 😀 )

Me: Pls dont!! I hate the smell

She left then,

I hid myself from in my blanket with pillows over my head . For a moment i thought, just one strike of that lightning ! No physics exam tomorrow 😀 ! Bless me O lord! ……..

At 4 : 45 in the morning ,the cell phone started singing the dirtiest song, the alarm song !! 😛 ( well my telephone rang  while typing these 😆 ) …  Hmm…stopped the song n slept with the phone again

Its just 4:45 ….hmm..will get up at 5 ..ok then i opened my eyes at 5 :15…thought for a moment , i have to complete 2 more chapters in 4 hours!

Ok..will wake up then. I stretched my hands n then legs ..n then I heard the voice of something crashing on to the floor! Remember ! my phone was on my bed!  

Then at 9:30 ( Exam Hall) 😛

Teacher handed over the paper .Pretty good one better than we had thought ( hmm my friend asked me hwz my physics exam while typing these 😀 )

 

Manikandan Nandan: haiiiiiiiiiiiii

Manikandan Nandan: physics engane undayerunnu?

Ms REKHA ROY: nanayirunnu bt will lose 10 marks 

Manikandan Nandan: onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????

Manikandan Nandan: sathanameeeeeeeeeeee

Manikandan Nandan: neenanavillaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ok then comes the story! Since morning my mind had been whispering something to me…here it is..

Mind :U will see ur friend today also… you will see him, girl ..

Me: No , i wont! The other two days ,u said the same .. I agree. n its true 

Me :I saw  him at somepoint of time , in those days. ..n that was mere coincidence.It wont happen again. I bet I wont see him today !

Mind : U will..U will

Me: ok Lets see! who wins ..hmm

 

I know the guy returns( the friend about whom my mind was speaking ) back home at 4: 30 , may be this way or the other way.Waited to see him, till 5 ,  I didnt see him ! yeah ! I won! 

I opened my books then at 5 :15…. 🙂

then came out of the house at 6 pm for a walk through the way infront of my house

and there goes the guy with his widest smile !!  

Shit ! shit! the bloody****

why lord ! why this to me! why do u say all these to me, why in the hell did that happen again!

 

 

Hey Wake up!!!!!! to all those who reached till here!! 🙂 🙂 

 

 

Hi :)

hehehe…i don’t know what to write about , a lot of things are going around me now , a load of fun n a load of crap ! Exams are gonna hit me badly in the beginning of next month! n right now all the morning classes are just taking away my sleep 😦

See this part of my conversation with my friend , one moment when I felt, I have lot to learn in Malayalam language . 😥
I am extremely sorry to all my non- mallu readers 😀

10:34 PM
Friend : potti kaali
me: poda
rakshasa
chekuthane
Friend: yekshi paaru
me: poda makri
enikonum kitunilla 😦
Friend: ne poodi vaal maakri
me: ne poda
vanara
markada
Friend: chodalla yekshi
palli

me: poda prantha
Friend: karinkuranghe
me: hmm amme ivan enne karinkuranghe enu vilichu ! ! ! !
Friend: choriyan thavalle
ayyo
parayallettooooo
chadikyalleente chakara kuttiyalle
njyaan ee paranjyatonnum aamayodu parayalle

this is just  a part of the conversation between two immature specimens of human race !

And yeah its Raksha Bandhan Day! today! the sweetest of all moments today was when my buddy got his rakhi from his sisters , that came all the way from Andhra Pradesh to Kerala . He was even more lucky, that the principal herself tied the rakhi on his hands 😐

OOps ! Im lAte!

Ho yeah we all do fight with time when we are late n I began, this very day with a fight in the morning .Early in the morning (not really!) my ma woke me up and asked me to look at the clock ,she is so good 😀 that she did nt even say a word other than these .It was 7 :10, ok its Saturday no class 😀 , I remained inside my blanket hugging my pillow for 5 more minutes n by 7 :15 I regained my consciousness ,yeah I am having tuition at 7:15 !!!!! . Ho god! Maths tuition n the dirty trigonometric equations are cracking my brain ! n my father will crack my ears if I miss the class ! no way ! Splashed water on my face! Did something with my toothbrush n jumped into my jeans ! Tied my untidy locks! Hmm im hungry now! 😥 Ma coffee !!!!!!!!!

Phew! I reached there by 7:30 … 😛 .

Books v/s Blogs

I can feel it, too. Over the past few years I’ve had an uncomfortable sense that someone, or something, has been tinkering with my brain, remapping the neural circuitry, reprogramming the memory. My mind isn’t going—so far as I can tell—but it’s changing. I’m not thinking the way I used to think. I can feel it most strongly when I’m reading. Immersing myself in a book or a lengthy article used to be easy. My mind would get caught up in the narrative or the turns of the argument, and I’d spend hours strolling through long stretches of prose. That’s rarely the case anymore. Now my concentration often starts to drift after two or three pages. I get fidgety, lose the thread, begin looking for something else to do. I feel as if I’m always dragging my wayward brain back to the text. The deep reading that used to come naturally has become a struggle.

By Nicholas Carr .Read more,from here

So is this something that I m also facing ? Yeah true and not just me there are many of the category who cannot concentrate their reading on long articles n for me it becomes the worse if it is a printed one. Yeah I doubt  if i m losing reading habit n recently I heard Dinsan complaining the same thing .

so here is what Mitali Saran ( who writes for the weekend  special pages of Businesses standard and she is my favorite 🙂 ) says about the Nicholas’s article

“the article describes how emerging technologies -once printing press and the typewriter and now the internet – have ,through ages,seemingly messed with the very circuity of human minds ,reducing the attention span,feeding the hunger to move on ,lowering the boredom threshold ,even as they have tilled  new fields of epistemic gold”

So you can all imagine ,how will this effect a girl of 16. what will happen to me if i cant concentrate on the big big chapters of my  syllabus ,well that is gonna hit me really bad ! . I couldn’t even complete reading a single book in my 3 months vacation !!!!  😦 now thatz really bad . ok! I can get back to my normal life, if  I control myself blogging too much . I feel a lot tensed when i think of  people around ,they go for daily tuitions,weekend tuition n entrance coaching without even taking a break n  i m here in front of my ASUS lady blabbering n blogging

I have decided to get back to  books !( well that does nt mean i am gonna leave you in peace!  😛 )  I know its better to start with short stories or something and now  have got a book of Grimm’s fairy tales with almost 55 stories in 350 pages. I love reading fairy tales no matter what my age is ,I read it with such passion . 😀

So i would sometimes  miss reading  n commenting in ur  blogs  .So sorry in advance

The Romantic Tag ;)

So here is RJ s tag, writing a ‘love poem ‘ n make it ultra cute or ultra stupidity or whatever u

wish!!! n i felt like this is the best day for me to do this tag ( not coz I found my love today 😛 ) . I woke up into a romantic morning, early in the morning I saw a rose smiling in my garden, it rarely blooms 😀 and then when I entered into my scrap book my friend had scrapped a beautiful song , that is a romantic song indeed ! . See the lyrics of the song (Malayalam)

“Ethrayo janmamayi ninne njan thedunnu
Um…um….um…
Athramel ishtamayi ninneyen punyame
Doora theerangalum mooka tharagangalum
Saakshikal…..ah….ah…

Kattodu megham melle cholli

Snehardrametho swakaryam
Mayunna sandhye ninne thedi
Eeran nilavin paragam
Ennennum nin madiyile paithalayai

Nee moolum pattile pranayamayi
Ninneyum kathu njan nilkkave..

(ethrayo janmamayi)

poovinte nenchil thennal neyyum

poornnenthu peyyum vasantham
meymasa ravil pookum mulle
nee thannu theera sugandham
ee manjum en mizhiyile maunavum
en maril nirayumee mohavum
nithyamam snehamayi thannu njan

(ethtayo janma )”

so let me say bye to this beautiful day with this lovely tag !!!!

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As a ……….

As a dream he blooms within me

As a robe he covers me
As a moon he lights my nights
As a star he winks at me

As wind he glides through my world

As a dream he lives within me 😀

so now I tag vishesh he is pretty good at writing poems ,hope  he will do it in seconds !! 😀